April…love it and also hate it…There are two reason that include two people that celebrate their birthday on this month and those two mark my life with their presence…
And B is one of them…
Today supposed to be B birthday… but B already gone, rest in a greatest peace and leaving me here alone remembering him…
No more birthday phone call to make, no more once a year conversation just to say happy birthday and I do miss you… and for sure no more midnight call just to hear ‘em playing guitar and sang me a song…
What should I do right now when I miss you so…only memories that we share together that I always recall just to feel your presence.
I don’t even have your picture or a picture where we’re together, nothing at all just a picture of you in my mind at our happiest day…
I know now you are at the happiest place of all but I miss you specially on the day like today where I supposed to make a call and wish you a very happy birthday and some conversation about stuff… even only thirty minute or less but that makes us both share some nice time…makes me happy…
B…is it wrong if I wish those moments to happen again, again and again…but I do realize it is something impossible…and all I colud do just send you a little prayer so you have a wonderful time there…
ps. B, I do really miss those midnight call that we used to have…
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